For the first time since school started, I feel like I have a grasp on my life. Not a big grasp, but I can see a semblance of order to my life. I am developing a plan. It is not a big plan, it does not have a lot of details, but it gives me something to hang on to. Something to focus on. And now, finally, I have found some ability on focusing enough to get things done. I have 2 trials to work on, class work to do, many cases to brief, and a cert paper to outline, research and write. Oh yeah, and get a job (yah bum!) But I made a list, I'm checkin' it twice, and finally getting something done!

Now, if I could get rid of this general feeling of nervousness and nausea, I'll be alllllllll set.